I was thinking about things in general this morning. Things I would like to change. Things I like the way they are. What I thought my life would be at 40 vs. what it is. That kind of thing.
So once again I got a little annoyed with myself. The things I would like to change now are the same things I wanted to change 10 years ago. Then 5 years ago. And now. So the question is in 5 years or 10 years am I still going to be sitting here wanting to change the same old things? I have made some progress I guess. Not 10 years worth that is for sure.
Then I was thinking about a particular friend of mine. I won't name names but you know who you are. We have been friends for 10 years now. I complain to her she complains to me. We lament our same ole same ole. But I think we are still having the same conversations today we had back then. We have added new problems as the kids get older but we haven't really solved any of the old ones.
I think it is time to get off the merry-go-round and actual make something happen. Of course I am pretty sure I said that 5 years ago.